Coming to an end...already?

Alright so I've been doing this thing called NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month, http://www.nanowrimo.org). The goal is to write 50K words in a month. FIFTY THOUSAND FUCKING WORDS IN A MONTH!!!!!!!!! anyway i'm stressed about it still... i've been at a block for my story, i doubt i'm going to make it this year, maybe next year though. I mean i've tried forcing myself to further the story, I've tried gaming to take my mind off of it and come back later. fuck i've even tried thinking of the most wonderful person in the world to me....nothing is fucking helping...though she did suggest sleeping to me write now so maybe i'll do that....or read.. but that means i have to pull my books out... don't wanna do that though.... maybe i should.... DAMN THIS FUCKING STORY.. also my story is called Runes of Darkness. It's fantasy, not my normal genre but....whatever.

on another note i can't wait for The Black Prism to be finished so i can start reading that...

Last but not least....i'm going to sleep...so good night all.... I will promise to rant tomorrow as i have classes....

Liars, Thieves, and Murderous Intent?

Alright, so I have no fucking clue how many people will read this...BUT for those who do they probably want an explanation (actually i would like one too...).

The reason for the title of the blog is what we are surrounded by throughout our lives. Yes we have those times of joy and happiness that makes life wonderful, but i don't give a damn about that...ok no that's a lie i love that! But seriously i'm probably not gonna write about the joys of life here. Occasionally i will post stories as well, you know original stories...oh wait... nothing is original....we all steal from somewhere....so anyway there goes that... but i will still post my writings occasionally. and last but not least i will never write about cute little puppies, butterflies, sparkles, or rainbows! SO IF THAT'S WHY YOU CAME THEN YOU JUST GO...you can finish that sentence yourselves...

anyway for my first post it sucks... but hey...what did you expect? now go on with your lives...

oh right the murderous intent... remember murder isn't always the unlawful premeditated killing of a human being... it is also the unlawful doing of wrong to someone. we all experience that. (which btw that also explains the song Getting Away With Murder)

sorry for the cussing, if you can't handle cussing this blog is NOT FOR YOU. there is going to be A LOT.